My Big Brother.

Hmmmmm.. Growing up; my parents fought a lot. and my sisters were really mean. so when i wasnt getting any attention and had no one to turn to; my big brother Ralphy was akways there. He would watch a movie with me or tell me a joke; and right then & there i knew everything was going to be okay. He protected me from anything or anyone that might hurt me. He was my hero for most of my life. He was my best friend for so long and never failed to put a smile on my face or make me crackk upp soooo hard i couldnt breath. i would come from school; bang on the door a couple times and BAM! there he would be standing there half awake and super pissed for waking him up; but he never went back to sleep; hed stay awake & wed make french fries && kool-aid. mannn i miss those days. He was 5 years older than me; a math wizz. Hed do my algebra HW and Id do His Eng. Or make him a Smoothie. Best deal in the world. Cant get any better than that. My grades havent been the same since he left. I miss him like crazy. and im sure hes resting in peace. I love him soo muchh. i remember everyday when he would drop me of at skool: hed yell "NO BOYS!" i always lsitened. thats how much he ment to me. He called me his Body Guard; and told all his friends that his lil sis would kick their asses if they messed wit him. and ofcourse i did. Ocassionallyyyy. well theres way more stories to tell; and i wish thers was a bazillion more but he wasnt around for long. 17  years old. and i lost my big brother.
R.I.P. August 15, 1990-December 15, 2007